You, me, and what was in between.

IMG_4962My hands were trembling. My head was numb. My pillows were soaked with tears. My eyes were swollen. My body couldn’t move an inch. I was suffering, but you still didn’t believe me.

I told you everything I felt. I told you everything I did. I told you everything I saw. I told you the truth. I told you I loved you. Over and over. I was running out of words, but you still didn’t believe me.

IMG_3915I nagged and complained a lot, but it was for the both of us. I hardly made it through a day without crying, but that’s because I loved you. I didn’t keep my promise, but I had my reasons. I left a few times, but I came back. I was dying just to save us, but you still didn’t believe me.

You didn’t regret a phrase you said to me. You didn’t mind that you hurt me. You didn’t care that you could lose me. You didn’t tell me you loved me. You didn’t stay.

IMG_3918I wanted you to believe me. I wanted you to stay with me. I wanted you to tell me you loved me. I wanted to start over.

You didn’t believe me. You stopped loving me. You left. You put an end to us.

I started to shatter. You started to walk away.

It was over in a second. Everything gradually fell apart—you, me, and the love we had.

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